Better Pattern Up is a book about learning how to see again.

Not in the “motivational” sense—more like: how to recognise the hidden structures inside your days, your decisions, your relationships, your culture, your work. The patterns you keep repeating. The games you keep playing without knowing the rules.

Built from lived reflection, voice-note thinking, and a Black British cultural lens, Better Pattern Up turns philosophy into something practical: a way to map your mind without flattening your humanity. its a system of thought via my own perspective and essentially, it is humanity in a nutshell, whether judged critically or praised for its depth and honesty.

The core moves through Point → Line → Surface → Pattern + Game:

• Pattern: what’s actually running underneath

• Point: the spark, the moment, the truth you can’t unsee

• Line: the repeated choice, the habit, the story you tell yourself

• Surface: what everyone can see—your behaviour, image, output

• Game: the environment, incentives, and rules shaping your next move

You’ll come away with a sharper sense of your own behaviour, clearer language for what you’ve been living through, and a method for turning raw experience into something you can build on—writing, strategy, projects, or a new personal code.

Best for: creatives, founders, deep thinkers, and anyone tired of drifting.
Includes: frameworks, reflections, and practical ways to spot patterns and choose better games.

Better Pattern Up is a book about learning how to see again.

Not in the “motivational” sense—more like: how to recognise the hidden structures inside your days, your decisions, your relationships, your culture, your work. The patterns you keep repeating. The games you keep playing without knowing the rules.

Built from lived reflection, voice-note thinking, and a Black British cultural lens, Better Pattern Up turns philosophy into something practical: a way to map your mind without flattening your humanity. its a system of thought via my own perspective and essentially, it is humanity in a nutshell, whether judged critically or praised for its depth and honesty.

The core moves through Point → Line → Surface → Pattern + Game:

• Pattern: what’s actually running underneath

• Point: the spark, the moment, the truth you can’t unsee

• Line: the repeated choice, the habit, the story you tell yourself

• Surface: what everyone can see—your behaviour, image, output

• Game: the environment, incentives, and rules shaping your next move

You’ll come away with a sharper sense of your own behaviour, clearer language for what you’ve been living through, and a method for turning raw experience into something you can build on—writing, strategy, projects, or a new personal code.

Best for: creatives, founders, deep thinkers, and anyone tired of drifting.
Includes: frameworks, reflections, and practical ways to spot patterns and choose better games.

Madam & The Foe

A Test of Tales

Before the word. Before the wound. There was observation.

Madam & The Foe is a collected anthology of women — seen, imagined, mourned, misread. Written by a man who kept his distance and paid for it. Who drew too close and paid differently.

These are not love stories. well, maybe, some… They are forensic acts. Portraits assembled from memory, proximity, and the particular silence that follows feeling.

Intimate women. Distant women. Women who arrive as myth and leave as evidence.

The Foe did not hate them. He studied them and himself. That, perhaps, was his sin.

The Ragga Yute

Before she had language, she had the earth.

The Snake who taught her that deception is not always evil — sometimes it is survival wearing its only available coat. The Rat who showed her how to move through walls built to contain her. The Cat who answered to nothing, not even love. The Dog who knew loyalty and paid the full price of it.

She is a black girl in a time that has not yet decided she is a person. But the earth has its own record. And the animals do not lie.

In a Time of Tales is her-story pulled from the underside of history — not the version written by those who won, but the version remembered by those who endured. A young girl moving through bondage, through myth, through the strange wisdom of creatures who were enslaved and by instinct, carried the tale of mankinds truest natures.

She will meet what is truly against her.
She will name it.
She will not be destroyed by it.

This is not a story about suffering. It is a story about what suffering could not touch.